I transmigrated into a BL novel as the side top — the one destined to spend his whole life in unrequited love, invisible to everyone who matters. Then a system appeared. You have died. Would you like to restart? It forces me to love the main bottom and penalizes me whenever my Affection Level drops. It throws me into life-or-death games. Resets me. Kills me. Over and over. I was willing to erase myself completely if it meant surviving. Then something unexpected happened. The main couple started saying they love me. The side characters begged for my attention. ...How did things end up like this?